Not on Wednesday, when I knew something was going wrong.
Not on Thursday, my day in waiting.
Not on Friday, when the blood tests showed the future.
A bit on Saturday, the contractions hurt so badly.
Not on Sunday, the day after it was over.
I cried on Monday.
Alone in the ultrasound room, looking at an empty womb, I prayed that God would hold me tight.
You always cry harder when someone is holding you tight.
Oh Beth. No words, just hugs from Michigan.
Aww 🙁 I know I can’t understand your pain, but I can understand an empty womb. 🙁 I know God is holding you tight!!
one of the things that I learned when Gabriel died is that it isn’t that God is watching me weep, it’s that He’s right there, weeping with us.
sending hugs and prayers.
I’m so sorry to hear about your loss. Hugs and prayers.
Aww. Beth. I didn’t realize you were going yesterday! I loke you so much. Squeeze yourself for me. I’m still praying for you. I know it took me awhile to recover and that’s ok.
*Big hugs* and still sending prayers your way
:o( I’m so sorry! God is good all the time! May we bring him glory even when it hurts. Praying for your grieving, that He would wrap his arms around you and comfort you.
i cannot tell you how much my heart breaks for you and your family……words simply aren’t enough…
God bless you and yours
celina in canada
I’ve never known loss like I knew after my miscarriage. My heart breaks for you, and is at the same time so glad that God IS holding you tight. He sees each tear that falls; each is precious.
Praying for you.
I’ve been there. Sorry for your loss.
Even just as a random reader I feel like I have gotten to know your family through all the beautiful photos. Your kids look very sweet. I’m sure they provide you with great comfort at this hard time. (((((Hugs))))))
I truly understand and feel your pain…all the emotions I felt, I feel again reading your words….You are not alone, God is with you and will hold you tight during this your most difficult time. I wish I could say that the pain will go away, but it doesn’t, God just makes it easier to handle and knowing that your little one is one of God’s angels makes it feel better….Many hugs, to you and your family…God Bless
Oh Beth, I am so sorry to hear that.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and
with your family.
Blessings
praying and crying with you
I’m new to your blog, but have seen you around the net quite a bit…I’m sorry for your loss and can’t even imagine what you must be going through, but know that you are in my thoughts and prayers and many others.
Take care and stay strong ?
I’m so sorry. I’ve been there, and I know it hurts. I’m praying for you and your family.
I still cry and it’s been almost two years.
I had my children in the ultrasound room when I found out. I wasn’t going to bring them, but now I know they were meant to be there as I couldn’t have dealt with it without them. I thank God for that.
It’s a horrible experience to go through, but somehow it makes us stronger. I’m so sorry you have to go through it though. Praying for you and your family.
I am so sorry for your loss – praying for you and your family to feel God’s comfort and peace.
I’m sorry. I’m thinking of you and praying for you.
Beth,
I know this has to be hard on you…remember, God is in control, and He’s by your side….you have a lot of friends who are by your side too! hang in there and please call me if there is anything I can do for you…if you don’t know my number, just send me a message on facebook, as I check it daily. I’m praying for you!
http://www.glowinthewoods.com
I’m so sorry. That’s one of the saddest things. I’m praying for you.
so sorry. I’m right there with ya.
So sorry to hear. I am praying for you. May God flood you with peace, hold you tight and show you His love